happy almost birthday to me!!
I cant breathe without wheezing or coughing up shit, have a stuffy nose constantly. and yesterday watched my good friend get arrested for shoplifting.
but im going to the doctors at 3 so i hope that helps
im so mad right now…I reached out and emailed my brother, whom I havent talked to in about 4 1/2 years….
I just sent a hello, hope you’re well, hope the family is well etc.
NOTHING about my mom, who he primarily doesnt get along with, which is why we havent talked, I don’t want to get into it.
I can love them both seperately, but he has to talk a bunch of crap about her and tell me he’s “very disappointed in my lack of effort” in being in his life….i think thats a two way street and he could have very well contacted me as well….
ugh. idk im just upset
literally just made the most delicious veggie nachos. yum!
this week is chaos, back to work in a bit :(
People talk about how hard long distance relationships are but nobody talks about the struggle of long distance friendships. I would give my left leg right now to just be able to sit in our pjs and watch movies or to just be able to give a big freaking hug.
My entire life right now!
i feel like ive disappointed everyone in my life right now. i hate being myself at the moment….its been a rough summer
"If someone were to die at the age of 63 after a lifelong battle with MS or Sickle Cell, we’d all say they were a “fighter” or an “inspiration.” But when someone dies after a lifelong battle with severe mental illness and drug addiction, we say it was a tragedy and tell everyone “don’t be like him, please seek help.” That’s bullshit. Robin Williams sought help his entire life. He saw a psychiatrist. He quit drinking. He went to rehab. He did this for decades. That’s HOW he made it to 63. For some people, 63 is a fucking miracle. I know several people who didn’t make it past 23 and I’d do anything to have 40 more years with them."
someone go get food with me